Since I heard the words we found a mass on your right breast last Sunday I have been trying to process how I feel. When you hear the doctor tell you something like that it literally feels like a movie the doctor kept talking, and I didn't hear much else. I finally responded and I don't know what I told him. As soon as he left I was numb... Why me? Why is this happening again? It's not fair! Then I thought about a sermon I believe my dad preached it actually Trusted with Trouble was the title. He talked about the story of Job, and how God allowed all of these things to come into his life that seemed completely unfair, but he gave him double for his trouble. After I found out the news I looked over to Eddie and he said well at least we found it... What if we didn't come to the hospital today. The thing is that we came to the hospital for something completely unrelated. I told them I didn't have time to run all of the test that they wanted to run because I had to cat...

     We live in a very distracted world. The smart phone is a curse and a blessing. Yes we can do things quickly, and we have the world at our fingertips, but are we really living in the moment? How many of us are guilty of having our phones out, and texting while we should be out enjoying time with our friends or our significant others? We all at times are very distracted.      When I think about how social our lives are now with the boom in social media we live in a world where it didn't happen if it wasn't captured for the "likes."  We spend time capturing the perfect picture or the perfect video so that others think that we are doing "well" in life. I think if we really captioned what was going on in some of these pictures we wouldn't be so quick to compare our lives to others.      For example when someone posts #NewCar did they really pay for it out right? I highly doubt it! What you don't see is the high car payment that is stre...